Life! As Pompi knows it...

One Year,Employed. I have decided to write a blog entry. on how to thank some people.

*i am thankful that god answered my prayers and gav me a job :D
*i am thankful that my mom keeps up with my fussing and with how i wear different kind of socks each day.(white one feet another black) she doesnt like that and how i keep my room a mess
*i am thankful that dad allowes me to take his bike when i go to work and he waits till four to call me to get it back.
*i am thankful for a sister who accompanies me to lunch almost every day and gives me money when i ask her. even though i complain all the time when she asks me to do something
*i am thankful for my brother who pays my mobile bill.
*i am thankful for an awesome mailing buddy who keeps me going on at work with her mails...
hmmmm who else... aa yes!
*i am thankful for Una/Kanbo/Num for helping me out with hospital stuff at any time i call them.
*i am thankful for having friends who give twisted advice on work ethics, namely; faari, rimaan.
and thank you god for once again allowing me to hav all this. and i mite have missed some... but alls good. any how...

i seriously dont know why i am getting hyped about this but i am, maybe there shudnt be a reason for it. oh and ya! FOR ALL THE PEOPLE WHO SAID I WUDNT LAST EVEN FOUR MONTHS!!! IN YOUR FACE! aaahaaa...awesomeness .. ...ok.all my salaans shud hav reseted now..gonna check if it has.. YES IT HAS!i even have 30day annual leave... muahahah 60days totaly that i could stay away from work. 30 days innaane dhoo salaan..hehehe so evil..but since i hav annual leave.. i guess ill lay off salaans...but i dunno why i shud take annual leave aslu... will they allow me to take it day by day..hehe salaan bunaahen.

October 27th 2008, Azzam Mohamed got Employed

Thank you For Reading...

Picture taken from a flicker, nainaa...awesome pics she has

Al Supreme

So...This ones about God. One of the topics I love to talk about and discuss. So who is God? Some extra terrestrial being? or just an idea? or a thought? or just the superior one who created all and has the power to dismantle it all. I have thought about this many a times and even did some looking into in the religions that say there is a god and how they describe him. There is basically one major concept common in them. A higher being or in some others, a lot of higher beings.

Well for me, I believe there is a God, Why? my answer might sound like one in the books in School. Look around, everything which is up and down in the depths. To be able to exist and rotate in this perfect cycle. Without a creator all of the things around us can not exist. I can not come to an understanding in which, where everything would just be there on its own. There has to be a creator. The skies above, floating up above, Without falling on our heads. Who can imagine a building just erupting out of no where just like that. Someone builds it. These are some of the logical reasons.

And something I can not explain by showing proof, at times of need or a call for help, when I think that everything that a mere human can do is done and nothing can be done, I seem to call out for this unknown being, for help, for him to save em, for him to undo it, for him to take the pain away. This is one of the times i feel out to God passionatly.
And then there are the times when I achieve something, do something which gives happyness to myself, I thank him for it. Or something good happens to a fellow kin of mine.
But these are just feelings inside me, nothing i can hand out to show. Based on words.

So there is a God now, but how would you know which one to put your faith in. Through out the ages, people have told stories of prophets, who comes to pass out Gods words. In others there seem to have happened that God/Gods/Goddesses lived among human beings, fought wars, and some have even fallen down by the hands of humans. It is as if there is a whole lot of variety to choose from.

Each one of them are tagged with something called Religion. I will state some of the Religions that I have gone through:
*Christianity
*Islam
*Judaism
*Hinduism

What is a Religion? Gods Will. Rules, guidlines God has told mankind to follow. or religion could be said to the way of life. How a person lives his life.

To be continued...

Back to the Hole

Bah! I have decided that am going to stop the txt’s after a certain someone was very much concerned about them. Any how these are the last ones I got. Have not written the ending entry. which will come soon. So without further delay..

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December 28th 2008
Day 14 today marks the day! Two months and still going on. Someone get that trucks number that just hit me. Urg! But it is not possible. These kinds of mornings just kill me inside as if someone slaps me to death. Wish there was a sleeping room here.
Ps. how can these people smile!
Journal Closed 8:09am

December 29th 2008
Day 15, it’s a holiday! Hunting we will go! Hunting we will go! La la laaa laa hunting we will go! Today my journey is going to take me to the brave ocean! Onwards with my brethren! To the promised waters we march!
Ps. Am going fish hunting.
Note, one of the few happy entries.
Journal closed 6:47am

December 30th 2008
Day 16 my boss is not here! His always the first to come here! Think he worships this place. Aaa well am like wide awake now. Can’t even day dream. Oh crap his here. Pfftt spoke/written too soon I guess. And yes it’s another day at work without any work to do.tadaa!!urrgg!
Ps. Yesterday was awesome. Happy belated new year/hijree
Journal closed 8:18am

December 31st 2008
Day 17 Thursday Friday holiday Thursday Friday holiday times 99+. I am wide awake. Bored but not hungry. A song running through my head: just chill chill just chill. A song from maine pyar kyu kiyaa. The urge to do the dance moves. As it seems tomm will be new year. I have thunk this idea. All my subscribers to write what is in their head and send them to me. To 7775***. So hope to read you alls txt’s tomm. Happy new year. Time to get the ice-cream bucket and watch Indian drama series tonight.
Ps. All txts sent will be only readable by me and no one else. So doo eeet.
Journal closed 10:03am

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Happyness!!!

Day by day the numbers who subscribe have increased. The comments are all positive so far. Let’s see where this leads to. The visits to the promised waters are going on strong, learning new methods and conquering new waters. Learning, evolving, changes…

And once again I am going to present some of the stuff I have been sending.

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22 December 2008
Day 8, another one of those mornings. Star wars in my head! One was white another in blue. One wanted to go, the other wanted slumber. Where I am sitting, I think the blue won. Well my head is back to what it was. The thoughts to choke are pretty much none. Today is very sweet
Journal Closed.

8:41am, 25 December 2008
Day 11, I got my good morning charm back which is awesome and thanks to hopefaith I got to make new ideas and I am feeling happy today. Work does not seem to intimidate me today. Maybe cause tomorrow is Friday. This sense of calmness! And I cut my niyafathi, all 20 of them. It was painful! But these are things that people must do, even though I seen them grow rite in front of my eyes. :( *sigh*. My Cat woman like niyafathi.
Ps. Ill miss you guys, all 20 neefs.
Journal Closed.

9:54am, 27 December 2008
Day 13, each and every one of you! Ask this question to yourself! You’re conscious! Why come to work and stare at a blank monitor even though there is no work and there is not going to be any! HELLO! It’s a Saturday! Some people call it a holiday for a reason. Sigh. And still here I am like a dog loyal to his master.
Ps. I Love you!
Journal Closed.

Quote Ended.

Thank you all my readers :D more to come!!!

Enlightenment

Two months passed. Am still doing what I am doing. Even though I have stopped writing about the suicidal novels: which was pretty fun to be honest. Now, each morning I send a txt, not about killing people but about me brain/head. So once again I present those txt’s in my blog.

Quote from texts,

8:49am 17th Dec 2008.
Day3, I have been experiencing this change in me. I noticed this effect last Monday. For the past month I wake up every morning with a war going in my head. I have to convince my self each day. Giving reasons I cant believe I would give to another human being. Since 15dec08, these constant head battles and self convincing stuff has ceased. Today morning there was none. Is this like the calmness before the storm that would come or is this me!
Ps. I fear what I am about to become.

Journal closed.

3:23pm 20th Dec 2008.
Day 6, I wake up and I see myself here. No wars in my head. No convincing self it’s the right thing to do. Sleep, wake up and process repeated. The novels ended*1. Is this what it comes to? An endless hollow yearning. Empty.
I do not presume to understand the cause of my life. I am grateful that I have been allowed to take part in this.

Journal closed.

10:52am 21st Dec 2008.
Day7 seems like the biggest and worst joke that someone could play on me. Felt like smashing myself through a wall. At least I would sleep or be in a near state. The weather is so perfect. How I wish it wasn’t so! Missing my bed
Ps. I love you beddy
Note to self, thinking getting more violent.

Journal closed.

Quote Ended.
Well that’s it for now, will plump up two or more and pop it on the blog

It ends here but Rainbows don't

WARNING, PLEASE DO NOT READ IT IF YOU DON’T GET A JOKE OR YOU HAVE KILLER INSTINCTS OR IF YOU ARE SUICIDAL.

Sadness fills my heart to say this, seems am going to have to abort all the novel writings. As it seems there are a lot of able and capable people who might do what the novel says. Despite the warning I might have to put in it. As a parting gift of the novel, I have decided to quote something from my writings. And it goes something like this:

Quote:

“How to kill yourself at work 101? I did some thinking today. Why so many ways. Lead me to one conclusion, last minute of your life, ending it in one way is boring. You got to have variety! Like a menu in a restaurant.

Way 2! Electrecutor! One water bottle, one monitor (TV recommended), a steel chair with wheels. Accidently pour the water bottle on your head, then you will start to run out of the office. And by chance, ACCIDENTLY (once again) jump onto the chair which will send you to the monitor/TV. Congratulations, you just electrocuted yourself to death (be sure that you aim your head into the monitor/TV).

Warning! This may cause a fire. So be careful.

Quote Ended.

Thank you all for your positive comments. Please send them to 777####. I would like to name some of them.

Fayya: Each day I wake up and check my txt’s to see your updates.

Rimaan: Dude! Damn! I really need to talk to your dad (Rolling on the floor laughing at that moment)

Hathy: :O ahahahahahaha keep them coming

Dheydhe: Obi noave, dhen oi ethi avahah fonuvaa.

Shams: haha you are becoming your own nightmare.. (That sounds sooo kewl.. so it’s a positive point)

Rushaa: Do you hate you co-workers so much? (yes she doesn’t get jokes that much…a bit slow with the joke stuff)

and thank you all others i have not mentioned here. :)

next incoming.the mutation... be on the look out

In My Mind

Anyone who don’t get a joke or is suicidal PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS.I REPEAT this once again. PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS IF YOU DON’T GET A JOKE OR YOU ARE SUICIDAL. Thank you.

!!!I started working, been a month and now its going to be two months. Have to wear a tie, tuck my shirt, hair combed. Most of the time I wonder whether the tie is going to choke me to death. And in these thoughts I have decided to write a novel(s) named, “How to kill yourself at work 101” then there is “How to kill your co-workers accidently but intentionally” and then “when you are alone in the office, lets see the options”. Yes work is very depressing. And my thoughts go haywire most of the time. But as it is said, one must work. I think it’s a universal law.
So here are the things that I have come up with so far. Most of my friends have had a good laugh. And thus I have decided to blog it!

Quote from my writing:
“So it started when I started going to work. Thoughts filled my head more than ever, do not be alarmed and thus I present to you: How to kill yourself at work 101, written by Azzam. Way 1, Sit on Chair, loads of cables and wires on the floor. Do a fake dropping of the chair jump. Once on the ground, roll around the cables until your neck is tightly locked by the cables. Even if someone offers you to help pull him down and show his/her neck to the cables. At least now you know you took someone with you. Pointers, you could do this to a co-worker which I will further demonstrate in the book about, “how to kill you co-workers accidently but intentionally”. More ways coming in the future.
Quote Ended.

After reading that you might think my co-workers or boss are very bad or not so “kewl”, to tell the truth they nothing but supportive I would say.
And work is good; cause it somewhat keeps one disciplined. But I still got a lot of disciplining to do for me self.